35 Weeks and counting...

I had my 35 week check up today, from here on out I'll be going every Tuesday until she gets here ! Which is probably sometime between now and 4ish weeks from now or 36 days or 864 hours. You get the idea... she is coming so soon ! I had a small panic attack last night about it (pretty sure it was 100 % hormonal though.) I have a very full schedule for the next few weeks with midterms, homework, working my last few weeks. We have everything ready for her arrival, and i'm not worried about that it was more of a panic of WHEN am I going to have a few days to MYSELF ?? I have it all planned out that I'll be able to get what I need to get done and have about a week and half before she gets here to tie up some loose ends, then the panic reached my tipping point when reality set in they she could come before then and I would never have my time! Chad being the loving wonderful husband that he is hugged me and just held me for an hour last night telling how wonderful I was and that I was going to be the best mom in the world, and that everything would be just fine if I didn't get all my lists finished. But to me it was cause for panic thinking about not having my bags packed for the hospital or not having my house spotless at all times leading up to when we bring her home so she doesn't come home to a messy house. (Yes, this is one of my main concerns, silly I know) But all I can do is to take one day at a time be grateful she is healthy and I'm sure once she gets here I will care less about how the house looks the day I bring her home...

So soon !!